Stress, stress and more stress...

Don think that i only face pressure during exam period...
After UPS there r loads of homework n assignment waiting for me to be completed...
And usually it'll be group work...
I'm really tired of presenting...
Every week i get at least 1 chance to present...
Muak alrdy..
Last nite Chun Kai complained to me that he's going crazy..
Mainly bcos of the account chapter 5..
Not that the chapter is very hard n the lecture din teach well,
it's jz that the questions in our tutorial bk is really
really really really really weird...
Cant really understand the question..
N then we need to work on the business kajian kes...
5 chapters to be submitted bu the end of next week..
Haiz... Chun kai also said that his group members(our class) dont really concern bout the projects, his the onli one worrying...
Haha, i told him that his not the only one, me tooo..
Cos if i din start asking which quest to present..
i think the next day when teachers ask us, then every1 wil be like so blur...
They will rmbr, maybe one nite before that particular presentation..
So that'll be last minute preparation, which i don like...

Jz now my lecturer told me that i got an A for my maths...
I'm relieved n happy,
but at the same time i'm aware that if i don work hard after this,
my results will definitely drop...
N i donot want that to happen...
Hope i can catch up with everything in future..
You can do it man, Sook Hwa!!
Haha, encouraging urself again..
K, k, bye....:)

Great surprises and unexpected events in my life...

Last saturday one of my ex-classmate won the ASTRO talent quest singing comp,
no other ppl, only GAN WAN CHEAN!!!
My god, she's now so famous in Malaysia...
In future, Taiwan, Hong Kong, and god knows other places, esp in Asia...
Now she has the chance to meet her idols n maybe can sing with them...
I really envy her man.... Such a great n lucky girl...
Everyone who knows her is so proud of her achievement at this age..
18 years old le, and she's the 1st girl to be the champion of this comp...
Wauu.... Dunno wat to say... just to geng....
Hope in future she wont forgot us(i mean her frens)...
Just hope that she'll cont to work hard in order to be famous in whole Asia...
Maybe can work with TVXQ le...:)

Haha, now bout my story....
After UPS it seems that i became lazier n lazier,
Likes to sleep n sleep..
I took a 2 hour nap on last sat n sun...
Cant believe it...
Feel like a pig, so unproductive..
(i din refer to the pig's ablility to reproduce "effectively")
Then, i realize that my brain memory is getting very limited...
Dunno y i cant rmbr wat i hav studied a week ago..
The syllabus r getting harder n i need to put on more effort...
Makes my mind very tired... Body very exhausted...
Luckily i still hv a group of frens to chat with,
a group of friendly n helpful classmates...
N a Chun Kai to ask....Hehe.. He's like my 2nd lecturer...

Last Sunday i went to Ipoh Parade..
This is my 2nd time...
they hv a Thai fair there, selling food n clothes...
I tried the mango rice, delicious n unforgettable taste...
Very satisfied, makes my utility decrease till nearly 0...
I bought a TVXQ CD+DVD at RM32.80, i think it's imported from China...
Cant wait to watch... Need to be patient...
Chun Kai went to jj..
1 thing funny is that he said goodbye to the matriks bus
n they had to wait for nearly an hour for the next bus to arrive..
of course i can understand that feeling...
Cos i experienced before when i went outing for the 1st time...
So tired n sleepy, then u still need to wait for the bus when the weather outside is damn hot... Haiz... Dunno hw to describe further...

K la, need to study for 2moro's acc quiz..
I really enjoy studying account...
Although sometimes i'll face some tough problems...
It's ok la...
bye for now...

UPS 08/09.... Wat a test for me after half a yr rusting...

Finally.. and finally i got the chance to write sth up here..
Before this the library is not opened,
which cos many incoveniences to all warga kmpk..
tat means i have not been to the library since last friday..Sigh..
Mentioning bout my UPS(Ujian Pertengahan Semester),
I dunno wat to say la..
It's actually quite easy, not like wat i had expected...
Therefore, many "important points" tat i had spent a lot time studying din put into full use..
Not to say it wasted my effort,
just feel like not worth it..
I'm sure my math wont score A this time, which will make a new history in my life..
I'm really down for a few hours, stil quite sad at this moment..
but i cant do anything to change wat i had did..
Many silly mistakes.. I really cant believe it..
Before this i worked quite hard to make sure i know how to tackle all types of questions..
And i had asked and "disturbed" Chun Kai so many times with all kinds of problems..
Wat a shame to myself...
I really understand wat he taught, not tat i dunno..
Jz that i dunn y i'll make so many mistakes this time (when the marks r so "EX")
How la, unless miracles happen, or else the most i can get is A- for my math..
Hope tat the other subjects wont give me any more "surprises"..
Really worried la, tat's y i alrdy started to cont studying constantly every nite n try to finish all my homework n projects whenever i can..
I really really work hard to achieve wat i wan..
Maybe actually i dint put 100% effort for this UPS, tat's y sth like tat happen...
Haizzzzz... I'll work harder in future..
Peperiksaan Semester Akhir Tahun is muuuuchhhh more worst than this n it takes up 80%!!!
My god, i think i'll have high blood pressure if i cant manage my emotions well...

Okay, change to another topic..
Those residents in P3 r allowed to move back to their respective rooms from 2moro onwards...
About 10 days ago, they r asked to move out due to a landslide behind their blok..
Pity them for carrying so many things to diff places...
Some need to climb the stairs le...
Now everything is fine again, JKR alrdy confirmed that the building is safe to stay again... Thank god...

Now.. i'm quite happy le..
Cos i'm going back on the 8th of August n wil be back on 24th of August..
QUite long holiday le...
Maybe i'll jz spend my time watching olympics..
Loitering in JUSCO with my long-time-no-c frens..
wah, really miss them le..
I think at the same time i'll miss kmpk too,
cos stayed here for bout 2 months alrdy...
sure have some feelings n habits...
Good thing is i no need to wash my clothes anymore...

K la, bye for now... Maybe wil continue writing next week.. Now very late ad.... annyong... Chal kayo...

Continue with my KMPk stories... Cant wait..

Haha, i think i'm too free to type all my stories...
Just wanna add another few more things..
This morning aft i finish posting, i found out that chun kai also posted a new article on his blog...
He mentioned bout me... unbelievable..
he said i may be leaving, back to the ns matriks..
But when i said i wont, he was DAMN GLAD!!!
U can c for urself in his blog, i added a link down my page..
He also said he jus don wan me to leave, but dunno y..
but to me that's enough
at least i wont regret staying here,
being far apart from my family
and everything i actually had..
Oh my god, i just hope that my feelings wont affect my studies
Sook Hwa, u r now 18 yrs old
u r independent enough to manage yourself n think rationally
I don think ur EQ is that low...
Work hard n u'll get the fruit n succeed in future...
K, next week is my Ujian Pertengahan Semester (UPS)
it takes up 10%of the CGPA..
Still it's important..
Chun Kai is sitting behind me..
Good Luck for u, i'll be back next wed... bye 4 now..

My life at Kolej Matrikulasi Perak-KMPk...Interesting...

Actually i dunno wat brought me back here, i had abandoned this blog for so many months!!! Therefore, since i'm here, i'll just share some of my valuable n fun experiences for these 2 months in KMPk.
Firstly, i'm in the Account Stream. My subjects r English, Mathematics, Micro Economy, Business and also Accounting. 5 main subjects. My main aim here is to score 4 flat, which is quite stressful. I came in on 22nd May 2008(Sunday) n attended lectures n classes the very next day, it's kind of hectic. I'm so blur n miserable on my 1st day. Can u imagine? I'm all alone n i don know any1 who could lend me a hand if I'm in trouble.. No one i know from N.Sembilan (don mention Seremban 1st)..
Til today, i stil don get to know any girls from ns, mostly r from Perak, Penang n Johor. I really feel lonely man.. Oh god!!!
Oh ya, forgot to mention about the frequent blackout at KMPk. Wasted my time to study, luckily i don hav any quiz the next day, or else i'll sure be complaining now n then.. Just las wk, a land slide happened at the back of P3(girls' hostel). THus, all the residents of P3 had to move out. There's a whole 500-600 of them, where do u think they could go??? Wat really makes me worry is that the residents of P2 need to move out also, then.... i cant imagine... The college even made a survey to find out how many of us r interested to move to another matrics in other states. That's quite serious.. Hope i wont regret stayin here... Pray for me, god...